POEMS

A friend

A friendTo hold me …..To hold me as me in my collapsed stoical bravadoTo see my thoughts when my agony shuts my mouthTo be there for meTo look into my eyes with reassuranceWish a friend would hug me

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crime

My heart racesMy thought ThundersStrong emotions rake throughMy hands tremble as ma feet push me into youI feel an uncondcious attractionMaybe am being the most vile….does that matter,now with my heart into you I know not whats wrong with meHow can ihow could i If loving you is a crimeThen let me reign supreme as […]

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fantasy

Loving you is an inspiration on my pathLike fantasy you occupy a sacred space in meSpace deeper than my thought and feeling can tell. Only one wishIf time were kind…speciallyTo hold you ….for onceTo be with youTo wake up with you beside meTo cook for you and be with youTo wisper in your earsTo wisper […]

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if walls could talk

If walls could talkThey would tell you ma secretsSecrets buried by the voice of silenceSecrets meant for your heart aloneSecrets not to be told but to be feltIf only walls could talk,they would tell of sacred words spoken in ma eyes If walls could talkThey would tell you how i feltHow i felt when the […]

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wish

I wish to be in you …..alwaysI wish to hold you…….alwaysI wish to smile for you…alwaysI wish to bow before you…always For how long more do i have to waitHow long will the fangs of loneliness bite my sanity awayBabe,i cant wait any longer

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your presence

Once moreLike never before,i want to feel your radiance inspire my eveningWant to feel your presence transforming meNeed to be with you,my Lady of Rose Though many are the wishes of a noble heartLike he wind they pass away without permanence.Your fleeting presence spikes my admirationEven as i know we have no futureI still cling […]

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forgive

Please forgive me if i cant stop loving youYour presence ignited a new meI never believed in musesUntil i met you. From behind our wallsYour presence transformed meChallenged meInspired meYou were ma power,ma pain,ma downfall,ma stress and ma joyI basked in a new friendship i thought would last a lifetimeLifetime of blissLifetime of paradicoLifetime of […]

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a wish

Just a wishTo be with youJust a wishJust for onceTo hold you closeTo feel your tender heart on my chestTo radiate cosmic healing to youTo inspire you once….forever Everyday i try to be mine without youLike trying to force a ball underwaterBut if i may ask,why does my heart stick to you,why do i secretly […]

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pain

Av tested fearIn the cold nightsAlone with my thoughtsThoughts of your presenceThought as memoriesMemories of the things we could do togetherMemories of your soft hair on my chestMemories you alone can understand. Av tested fearsNight after nightI st alone and fear for usWould i ever find youWould we ever be togetherWhen why not now,why wait […]

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now

Thoughts of you illuminate my life with a new radianceDeep within,am scaredScared as the voice of the past echo horrors into my weak imagination.I need you more than life needs oxygenMy spirit is willing but i fail in my choices.I believe i can make you real against all odds